Blockbuster Accounts and fire works?

So...me and S got a Blockbuster account together...sure its not a bank account or a credit card and he didn't cosign for that new VW Jetta that I've been lusting after, but its a start.

As we start to get closer and our relationship starts to progress, I can't but help to wonder if as a young 20 smoething should I be dating other people. Should I be seeing what DC has to offer...am I complete sure this is right and real...shouldn't there be fireworks or visions of him on a shiny white horse. Is this love? Is falling in love nothing like what we see in the movies?
In July me and him are suppose to visit my crazy family...I don't know if I'm ready for that. Are my reservations a sign that I'm not ready for this? He asks me about OUR kids and future and it freaks me out...I kinda need a bag to breathe in so I wont faint. A part of me is happy to be involved in a loving relationship...with someone I can spend great time with...but shouldn't there be fireworks?